school sucked.hai lessons sucked..went to eat at ghim moh with wx, joel, bud and ben today..ate chicken rice and kinda forgot i shouldnt eat too much and too much chilli..cos had trng too..

walked back to schhol with ben and he showed me his moonwalk dance..zai zai zai..my girlfriend is like how talented la..anywayy trng started off with team talk with the new school team and then ended w/o suicide runs today!! but did some shitty tiring thing along the corridor..

after trng daryl said he wanted to show me sth..its damn damn damn gross..sth he claims is a piece of ginger..yuck yuck triple yuck..and hes still keeping it with him..went to eat at ghim moh with netballers..had a nice gossiping session with them..met daryl at ghim moh alot of times too..and the steak at ghim moh rocks..haha..

slack timetable tmr..but will prolly pon lit..and stupid trng tmr..must chiong 2.4..sianned..

hai i seriously miss psy and aaron..didnt see both of them today..dun think they can come back as often liaoo..me and aaron have a non ditching pact..i promise i will never ditch him..hai..they two should just come backk..

was on a sugar high in school earlier today..was seriously super high and happy..had alot of fun crapping away..but i realised aftermath of being high and happy is sadness and emptiness..which seriously sucks..

yeah and ben is the best girlfriend ever..he seriously rocks..how subtle can one get?and yonghui has officially become my lesbo partner..haha..

i think my class seriously rocks..esp when im high..

hahah..yeahh.benjamen is my girlfriend no1..and hadri is my girlfriend no2..sorry hadri! i forgot for a moment today benjamen is my first girlfriend..haha..

anyway school has been quite alright and my class is enormously big..new intakers are quite alrightt..nice nice people so far..our class is still cool mann..and firas is in my class too!so daryl better stay man..provided i stop suaning him about the incident outside lt4 which the scene is still fixated in my mind..hilarious hilarious stuff..

hmm skipped pe and went to town with leslie and other people..then i went to meet uni and was having a super interesting conversation with uni about contents which cannot be dsiclosed here..hahaa..so damn funnyy..well then i came back to school and hung around for awhile b4 onite..i miss psy and aaron!!wished they could come backk..hai really lorr.if only theres really a way out..

trng yesterday was mad mad mad..im dead all over..torture torture and mad training.. intricate details about trng can be read at anna and juelin's blogs..full of rantings about the mad intensive trng we had..luckily tmr resume trng with seniors liaoo..

was in town with classmates..sat around and talked..i really like my 1AO1E..and matthias's friend is damn funny too..they two speak like mice mann..i talk about ten times louder than both of them combined..but xuan seems to know alot of pple i know..wanted to play pool but it was kinda late..

haii..miss having psy and aaron around in school..

o2 is so sian..hmm yesterday hung around with tiff's og for awhile then played frisbee with alot of people..fun fun..frisbee gets more and more fun..hmm then stone in the canteen for awhile and then chuansheng came and ask me to join them to play pool..hmm cabbed down to meridien with him, marcus and alan poon..yepp then played at monstercue for quite awhile..cs's pool is chao good..his 9ball is damn shenn..well, then me, cs and kenneth took bus back for trng and it was raining damn heavily..walked into school wearing this big and dripping wet shirt..

trng was chao useless yesterdayy..was all psyched up to train harder after talking to ms tan but then such trngs are kinda useless..hmm then after trng chuansheng called me to go east coast park with him to find our og people so i had to rush like some mad woman when i was washing my hair after trng..haha.and juelin was rushing with me too..damn funny..yep so we cabbed down to ecp and me and cs were buying fish mcdippers and we were damn amused with the thing that can pay by using ezlink..haha so he treated me with his ezlink card..

hmm then stoned around and it was chao sian that we decided to play pool at east cost there..so played pool with my two other og friends..haha me and chuansheng double team thrashed the other two all the games except one..haha..obviously not cos of me la..i was anyhow playing cos was damn tired..

hmm school was even more sian today..me tiff and kesh stoned at the bball courts and then we decided to call a cab and go town..hmm so we went paradigm and it was filled with rj people..haha played 8ball with almost every every one except weixian and joel lim todayy..hmm then max leslie psy and charlene came later..when leslie came he kept saying he lousy..what rubbish man..hes quite pro..then chuansheng came too cos i wanted to see him play against max..pro vs the pro..damn shiok watching them playy..

yep then we went to join joel, daryl, justin and ben at burger king..wah shitt joel's forever lubbing me and being mean to me..and now daryl joined in too!!they ganged up against me like mad..shit man.and daryl says he damn scared of me..sheeshh..hmm then we went to bibi and baba to get psy's ac uniform and we had damn alot of fun hanging out there..haha..psy was treating it llike a shoping mall and wanting to try diff uniforms..haha..then we were sitting on the tables and hanging out..hahaa..aaron was doing his favourite poses while charlene took pictures of him and he was saying how he was camera shy..IM SURE..then me and aaron were writing stupid things like "thng", "min", "char", "psy", "maxine", "winner", "poseur" on the shop's scotchtape and pasting it on each other..haha damn funnyy..

hmm we had enough of hanging out at bibi and baba our new hangout so me, aaron and max went back to school while we left psy and char in town..haha on our way back from red house aaron was talking about how he needed to shit..and then suddenly he was saying how gravity can pull down and make him feel like shitting more..then i saw the ghim moh flats and i said about how the people in first floor only constipation while the top floors people all shit alot..haha..thats me and aaron's new found theory..the THNG theory..note that the NG in TH-NG which refers to me..means that i came up with the later part of the theory..haha crap but we had fun laughing..then went back to school and sat at the specs gal watching people run and play softball..

hmm school officially starts tmr..hmph chuin's not in my class! so means uni tiff and chuin without me!!!!!and daryl is in my class..shit gonna get bullied..hmm my class has 7 more people..

dad drove me to beauty world todayy to get uniform..met a whole lotta rjc pple there too..michelle was really shi tou just now man..the way she stood on the thing so that she was two heads above everyone and how she shouted for the auntie to change the sizes for her..damn cutee..

then waited for ec to come and then my classmates and ec and me went down to town..went to lido and met more rj pple there too..but movie times at lido were not good so we all walked to cine to watch 20/30/40..the show was quite entertaining with all the crazy things the women at ages 20,30 and 40 did..haha..eugene cant get over the lesbian and toilet thingy..haha..

then some of them went home and me, bena, tim, kayhian and eugene went to meridien to eat. haha.oh i forgot to mention tim is so so so chaotah that he looks like a bangala!!hes so so cutee!!even more chaotah then weixian now..damn funny..hmm then walked to ps to shop for shoes..it took quite long to decide..hmm trainiing for eugene and kayhian for future-shopping-with-girlfriends experience ok..heh..

yay school's reopening again..soon..cant wait though i havent done a single piece of work.haha..hopefully nice people come to my class..cos my class is so cool and nice as it is..so hopefully no one comes to screw it up..oh stupid joel punk'd me again!!!i so wanna kill him now..called me and sounded damn sad..bluffed me that he got posted to ac cos he mixed up his two choices and put ac first..i really believed and was damn scared ok! stupid ass!! im gonna get back at him for that ok..joel you watch out..he punk'd uni too..poor us..hmm gonna do work outside tmr..finally starting on work..on the last day of holiday..hurray for huimin everyone..=)

was so relieved when i saw the raffles junior college arts28..was praying real hard just now..going to buy uniform soon..

this came abit late but to juelin..happy birthday!!hope ya had a greeeaaat birtheday celebration..at the poseur chalet cum hdb flatroom..hehh..hope ya stay happy all the time and i love you!!!!

hai.packed up and all ready for training..went to meet psy to play pool before training yesterday.but realised my ankle still hurts just from wearing the shoe.cos the top keeps cutting into the pain and swollen part..so didnt go for training..partly cos im a lazy bum who dun wanna go to trng and stone..well, so me and psy bummed around in town, walking from paradigm to plaza sing then to paragon then to taka and wisma..

then when charlene came, i stayed for awhile but left soon after that cos i didnt wanna be a glowing lightbulb..hmm went home to change and eat my lunch..came out again to meet max and minsheng at paradigm..played again..max is pro!!haha..then we went for dinner at fish and co..me and max have decided that the twins grew up in a different world as us thus their incoherence and irrelevance when they converse with normal people like us..haha.or rather i came up with that and max totally agrees..ohhh! max's most malu and jackass moment of his life..at mos burger (minsheng ate some more even after the damn heavy dinner at fish and co), ms said sth damn slappable so max wanted to pretend to bang his head on the wall..and he accidentally really hit himself on the wall..haha..damn loser..well, we talked till the shops were closing and then nice nice max took mrt back with me..haha it was a fun day with this two kokheads..

oh my two cousins and freddy and i talked till about 4 yesterday in their room.haha.. firstly we discussed butterfly effect and dissected the story to bits..haha..then talked about some freaky stuff and other movies and almost about anything under the sun..such super late night talks are fun fun fun..but they cause eyebags and serious lack of sleep..haha..but its ok since i got to sleep in late todayy..gonna watch butterfly effect a second time later...

just read my old old blog entries.from day one till now..realised how diff my blog is from other people's..maybe sometimes i just find it hard to talk about how i feel.i dun seem to go ranting about my feelings and emotions etc on my blog at all..its more like a record of events for me..but i should start writing in proper english instead of broken sentences i use in my blog..the way i describe what happens in a day is so broken english..ok i just did it again..i guess i just talk in the way i think pple will understand..i mean, people of my kind..people who converses with me..ok this post is kind of redundant..well, basically i should start trying to blog in almost-perfect english..maybe it will help improve my writing..

li and chuin are in hongkong, shopping and having fun i hope..but seems like all the nice things are very expensive there..at least thats what i hear from li when she sms-ed me from hongkong..hope they two are taking care of themselves..the band people are in ireland..lynette promised me a present!! heh, one that is better than any of our classmate's cos i known for almost 9 years already..ok maybe its 8 years..but in any case, we've known each other for quite looong..then weixian's in malaysia for his waterpolo trip..hope they are not getting thrashed by those big polo malaysians..and he better remember to get me sth like he promised to..

haii.i seriously need to lose weight liaoo..need to come up with a regime and diet i can really stick to..seems like the determination i had last time when i tried to lose weight is gone..i need it back badly..if i manage to cut down my food intake i can save money too! cos most of my spendings are on food nowadays..have been staying home and living like a hermit for the past few days..i miss hanging out with all my girlfriends..all the diff group of pple and just having fun..holidays are no good.except that i get to sleep alot..and only the afternoon naps part of holidays is cool..other than that, nothing about holidays is nice..

what is it that you think about all the time?is it sunrise that you are living for?or is it the rainbow after the rain that you are waiting for?or is it that you simply don't know?

hmm was planning to miss econs lecture and reach school at 910 as usual, but i received a call from weixian saying that they already blue-slipped and going to hc to crash..so i went straight there to meet them..we (me weixian kevin bud alvin peiqian) walked around like idiots and it was chao sian there..we watched some pe class and the guys were being mean laughing at some guy who cant play squash for nuts..hmm then decided it was really too boring so we went off..bud went back to school for tutorials while the rest of us went alvin's house..his house is frigging big man..me and weixian took the same cab cos there was five of us..though it was only from hc to near holland flyover there, the fare came up to about 7 bucks..cos we kinda lost our way la..haha..the cab driver was damn pissed off with us..

anyway played alot of pool at alvin's house..their pool is quite zaided..i think ive improved a teeny bit la..haha..spent quite alot of time there..oh while me and weixian were playing suddenly kevin was playing piano and singing.his voice is damn good..kevin's damn musically talented..and before we 3 left, he played the drums for us too.damn damn good..and considering he never took real real classes for long..wah cant believe im praising kevin mann..

hmm then wx cabbed home cos he leaving for kl yesterday night..and me and kevin cabbed to guthrie house to meet our other classmates..kevin's birthday today so we had an early celebration yesterday..happy 17th birthday kevin!!we bought a oreo cheesecake for him..class got him a nice nice mogu, and me wx uni and tiff shared to get him a damn nice quiksilver tee..i chose it! damn nice..heh..then me and ben went to town to walk around and eat while some went back school for council meeting and some went home..then went to play pool with ben and then kayhian came along..wah played alot of pool yesterday mann..hmm then bena and kevin also came from home and we watched butterfly effect at 1030..the show was damn nice!! one of the good movies everyone ought to watch..its seriously damn good..cabbed home and reached back at about one..

gonna stay home more and get my life back to track and pick up the messy bits during the hols..and helps to save money too..

hmm maybe its much easier if you treat everything like a joke and dun get bothered about things at all..life will be much easier i guess..i realised how i have kinda lost my comfort zone..its like, there isnt any real particular time of hangout place when i can really feel totally comfortable with..its not like last time anymore..i cant even find one in my own home..and some friends have changed..well, things dun ever stay the same do they?

watched dirty dancing 2 todayy with von and jan..the dancing was good, but a movie without a good climax..but the dancing was good..i miss the feeling of dancing like when no one's watching..i miss alot of things..

last day of sch tmr b4 march hols..510 day..prob will blue slipped out..

went to school only for trng todayy..and screwed my knee and ankle at trng..and it wasnt even my fault this time..its like both desiree and hannah were trying to intercept the ball..but then i caught it and landed nicely..then suddenly desiree just fell straight into my knee and we all collapsed..she was totally on my right knee..screwed sth in my right knee but dunno what la..swollen at one side now..and realised my ankle kana also..how cool..even walking home from the bus stop was how painful just now..haii..

sometimes its hard to be strong when it happens again and again..

went to town with my cousins and freddy yesterday.then met up with uni xz psy etc at taka civic plaza there to watch the rugby competition.a whole lot of rj people were there.and the cheerleaders too.wanted to stay to watch ivan cheerlead but then couldnt wait cos me, joel, psy, charlene were going for the gig at ANA hotel there..joel gave me the nice cute red rugby they koped from the event..and when i was in the toilet some girls were ooh aah-ing over it and saying they want it too.heh..thanks elf..anyway went to the gig and it was really good..at first we didnt know where we should stand and we desperately wanted to sit down.haha..the second band was playing when we came in..all the drummers are so damn zai!!and pugjelly's give or take was really good..i thought vertical rush was a good band too..aaron and ben came abit later..but in time to catch pugjelly la..listening to such gigs is really good..sort of therapeutic for me..had a good time there..then joel walked me out during the break after pugjelly played..i didnt stay for the whole thing cos i went to meet my cousins for lunch..but elf said it was okay cos after i left the rest of the bands were kinda satanic with crazy pple screaming into the mic.heh..anyway me and my cousins and freddy walked around alot and wanted to eat at crystal jade but it was damn damn crowded.finally settled at blue lobster for fish and chips and it was already nine..then after dinner joel called me and asked me to go meet them again..so i went to burger king at wheelock there.they took away all the extra chairs and left a baby chair there for me to sit when i came..sheesh..and then we were trying to decide what to do and ben and elf were being crazy coming p with suggestions like karaoke..walked the stretch outside wisma dunno doing what..then i just left them to meet my cousins etc at lido..they and their "you just walk away and leave us" shit..anyway me my two cousins and freddy sat at lido talking and talking untill about two am in the morning..hahaha..only we such bo liao idiots can pull off such a thing man..oh met minli at lido too..it was quite fun just sitting there talking..i wanna watch so so many shows..sths gotta give, honey, dirty dancing2, butterfly effect..i need more time..and more money! haii..gotta go back to school to take my history readings and then do my history essay assignment..siandedd..

training today..6 games of 15 minutes..some seniors came down to play with us..thw twins are so cute..haha..im damn shagged..aching all over again..i think i need to get my fitness up and conditioned my body more..i got alot to work on..like what joel says, we should sometimes work towards the things we can work for..and worry less about unsubstantial stuff..

went holland v today after school with weixian to cut his hair..haha..stupid baby ns boy..his hair is finally shortER now..last time he went to cut worse than no diff when come back..lucky now better liaoo..but all he cares about is what some people think about his hair..haha..we were practising the cool look while we walked back from holland v..but we kept laughing and cannot pull it off la..haha..then ate at kfc with jue/bapok/michelle/brendan..me and jue were almost late for training..had to rush like madd..

school sucks noww..so much work and tests and everything..im borrowing all of lynette's notes to photocopy..really need to catch up liaoo..yeahh work towards things we can work for again..