phone got kidnapped =( stupid idiot calvin. argh i hate to live without my phone..

bah i dont know what to do these hols. i should study and catch up on everything. bah bah bah..

oh im going for another concert. jolin's. got psychoed by my cousins.hahahahahah i think im mad..

i cant wait to get my pay. i cant wait to get my digicam..

jay is damn damn damn damn damn damn cool. i love jay =)

really, the concert was nice =) sing and scream until nearly no voice. and almost everyone were up on their feet. sawa a few familiar faces. keshia, allen poon, fiona!! fiona the ultimate jay fanatic.

haha concert was good =) watching soccer now, have a bet with my colleague about the outcome of pool and gunners. watched movie with colleagues. polar express s u c k e d cos its such a kiddy show. stupid calvin nearly fell asleep beside me.

bahh so sleeeepyy.. i wanna watch incredibles. everyone says its good. but i havent watched =(

yay new photo albums up. racial harmony day, cheerleading, choc buffet, family. haha most photos are courtesy of my dear friends uni, tiff, chuin. soon, my digicam is gonna come. and shutterfly will explode.

at work now. not many customers todayy, and im off work tmr. cos theres jay chou awaiting... =)

had the scariest and worst ever nightmare yesterday night. i was hell freaked out. and it was so real and scaryyy..argh. woke up zoned out..

work today was hectic. and i quit. im gonna quit after this month.i dont see the point in slogging away for this company. arghh i like the serving customers and handling tours part. but some shit really sucks. haha most of my colleagues or the ones i clicked with are all leaving anywayy..

bahh, i wanna shoot.

27th november.. JAY CHOU CONCERT!!! cant wait..

and idol finals on wed. haha, cousin trying to get tics, but will prolly watch on teevee.

havent seen so many people for so longg..

argh my scary nightmare was so scaryyy.. haha..

im freaking so damn shagged. worked till 1030 today. nearly died.

haha work work work work work. no lifer me..full blown calvin disturbance today. haha, he bullied me like maddd.kidnapped my cap, bangles, rings and handphone and refused to return me. draw on my hand some more. argh argh, but somehow made work more bearable.

argh but still so tiredd..shageedddd..but for my digicam and everything else i intend to buy, i persevere on.

hai, me wonders when life can settle back in.turbulence ever since june. bleaghh i should just go dreamland noww..sleeeepppp...

havent been blogging. happens when i start going to work. cos work just saps all energy out and away. haha.

but its usually alright at work. cept that i know i shouldnt be working and working so long everyday, cos i know this is not what i wanted. bah..

but at work its fun cos i have rubbish colleagues. william and yanhui keeps laughing at me when i say sth wrongly or too quickly. then stupid calvin kicks my chair all day long and sends yucky mushy winks to me all day long. wahh cannot tahan man. but at least i get free drinks and food.

argh damn sian. i wanna pon work some day.

heh..just watched a late movie with my colleagues. watched shutter and second row from the front. hey its one of the not bad horror shows. quite spooky. then reached home about one something and ate steamboat supper with my cousin and her boyfriend. haha was quite famished cos didnt eat much the whole dayy..

wahh been having headaches at work. must have been the longlong nine hours daily. and the added responsibilities of handling tour bookings. stupid headachesss..

im so so sleepy but i cant sleep now cos i just ate steamboat.bahh..

work's actually quite fun, cos there are so many teen part-timers now.and when the boss is not in,we're all busy using msn and surfing the net..and we crap so much at work..but its stressful sometimes, esp when its damn busyy..then you just feel like hiding.haha..

working 9 hours daily. bah thats definitely not how i wanted to spend my hols. hai sian. sucks. but what can i do mann? arghh..does what i want matter anymore?

hey all friends. hope you guys are fine and enjoying your hols. take lots of care too..

mmm havent been blogging alot.

maybe dont know what to say la, for now, i only can hope for things to be simple and not yucky. im not even like last time, plan for fun and happy going-out.

gonna put up a few more photo albums soon. but shutterfly is currently down.

bah, give me a fairytale..

hp number permanently changed to 90213703. argh my nice nice number is history.

at work now, will blog another time.

shiqin: hey hey there. im fine and alright. you take care too yeah? its funny how we met and know each other. =)

started work today. not badd..still remember stuff that i used to do. and i got super flexi working hours. and 6 bucks an hour. sian place but not badd..

yay had fun todayy.. me likee =)

i dont need certain things in my life. i need some things to disappear.

hope everyone i know having o levels and ao chinese tmr does well. gl to you all.

=) big smile

really nice things to look at: stars, white super puffy clouds in the blue sky, clothes when shopping.

yeah in the car whilst in m'sia, i saw those clouds which i so often see when i was much younger. those days when i didnt have so much on my mind that i forgot about the clouds. you know, those white and huge clouds that float so low you think you could have touch them. yeah those clouds. you stare at them, then some images start to stare back at you. i saw babies, many many friendly monsters, animals. i likeee =)

everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives but none about his or her own.

thats why you need friends. thats why you talk to friends. thats why you open yourselves to friends. f r i e n d s.

i saw a shooting star! really really. it was so nice to see that bright thing swish across a small part of the dark dark sky. made a wish therafter. cliche i know =)

had fun these few days. been much more relaxed and happy.

i wish i could. i wish i could lie on my back and watch the starry night sky everynight.

one day, one hopeful day, i'll find the perfect place to watch stars, when there wont be only a few stars that we usually can see, but a real starry night sky.

me starting work tmr. haha, er dont worry, i wont really be mia like i was during last year hols while i worked. same work place again..

been feeling relatively happier and better =) i likeeeee..

6 new pair of earrings, one new skirt, one new pants, one new tee and one new halter top. i neeeed more money..i likkkee polo tees =) need to get more in diff colors.

i have durian overload. arghh threeeeee bigggg boxes at homee.

hrm, i forgot how it feels to be like have that special someone in my life, who admits he has me in his mind all the time when im not with him.to have someone who tries to protect me from anything seemingly harmful. telling him he should wake up at 9am to study and he makes a super big effort trying to wake up on time and then boasts he did it just for me. i guess not every guy's like that.

++so much for my happy ending++