shit.didnt go for trng today.was feeling abit sickly from serious lack of sleep.guess my body cannot take it lor.reached home at 12mn yesterday..had dinner with marc/mk/joshua/bobo..haha..yay got a free meal from marc and mk.but stupid marc was forcing me to eat up every single thing from my fish and chips or else i have to pay for all of them.like i was supposed to eat up the lemon and the pepper and the crumbs i dropped..haha..damn funny..oh then we went to play pool.just that i was watching only.didnt want to malu myself lor..my pool how shit.haha.but they were damn tyco yesterday too.at first the joshua quite pro.then they were trying to hard to prove their hypothesis that whoever partners bobo will lose..its damn amusing to watch their shots when they are off form..marc even got one..hit white ball in after hitting last black ball in..wah hilarious..oh..mk stole my phone and then marc stored his name as 999.then tried to scare me when he called me..wah sheesh..like i was even scared..haha..
oh went bodyworlds yesterday also..it was damn damn damn boring..i couldnt stop say lets get out..haha..oh then my class finally settled down at the lounge lougeing away..we started playing broken telefone..wah lau big disaster lor..the last message was like ???wth..stupid kevin la!only spreading stupid things to spoil my reputation.shit man..
ahh i feel bad abt not going for training.but at least i get to rest the whole of today..need to recover man..

wah today is the coldest day ever in singapore man.im aching all over.cant even lift up my arms.damn tired..had consecutive training.and all the weights is really making me ache like mad.oh nice nice kit fei gave me a damn good massage today.my shoulders are damn tensed up lor.i need more shoulder rub!! anyway, today's history and math lectures were highly amusing and funny..couldnt stop laughing.first at bapok then at the tom and jerry of uni's class..oh and bart simpson weixian..chinese was slack as usual..me and bart were writing stupid things on the table and our worksheets..wah i damn guai lor.didnt sms in chinese at all..until the bell ring, me and bart immediately swooped out our phones.haha..oh!!and we saw juelin michelle bapok and brandon outside our classroom.then i started waving to juelin.then bapok waved back and did a super gay dance kinda thing.was damn funny la.then lao shi was like abit pissed so i was telling her that her bao bei is there.haha..damn crap..
oh my class is angel to uni's snr class now.ivan's class.i wanted to be ivan's angel at first.but then decided to be renji's one instead.since ivan is already my ogl.haha.anyway stupid renji was damn funny.after both our trainings today..i ate up half his choc bar.haha..and jue and na says im a bad bad liar..
jc life is tiring.but kinda fun..i hope it stays this way.the fun part i meant.not the tiring part :)

did i mention my og is top 4 for frisbee?we won three games on tue.played against jue's and jingli's og.haha ok we're abit super on for frisbee.dunno why also.anyway tue is like semi finals and finals.ivan says we're his children and he is proud of us.haha.ivan is nice.and his class is gonna have angel-mortal with mine!!cos i bugged renji to ask his class.yay..
anyway, im still jealous of uni.haha.but nvm.it has been raining all the time.but i like rainy days..

"when you love somebody till the end of time
when you love somebody always on my mind
no one miss you more than i.."

im damn jealous of uni!!!!!!haha.but in a good way though..but still.im damn jealous!!!!! haha ok guys out there..all stay away from uni cos shes mine!!!!!haha *winks at uni*
anyway, my og thrashed the other og at ultimate frisbee today..12-1!!wah we rock..though i did nothing at all..seriously man..my frisbee cannot make it at all..but anyway my og rocks.haha..just abit cocky though.

stayed at home and stoned and stoned today.was supposed to go watch movie with zhihao today.but didnt in the end.i postponed it to next week.hmm.my hair is being dyed now.used the diy hair dye marc gave me.it feels so itchy and yucky.hope it turns out well.
inter og games tmr.ultimate frsibee i think.im hopeless at frisbee.ok not exactly hopeless but not really my game.heh..

my favourite song..
I wish for you on a fallin' star,
wonderin' where you are,
do I ever cross your mind,
In the warm sunshine,
she's from the city of angels,
like Betty Davis,James Dean,and Gable,
never know what she means to me.
I fell for the girl that's on TV.

woke up damn early just to reach tampines mrt at 10 today.was abit late as usual but i wasnt the latest k..heh.it was munloh's birthday today..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUNLOH!! anyway went bai nian at chester, shaoming and jon gan's houses..spent the longest time at chester's..played cards and i was kinda on a winning streak..then pigged out damn alot..chester's parents were damn nice..anyway then cut cake at shaoming's house for munloh.it was raining the whole of today so got drenched alot man..
stupid marcjoe is a cocky and idiotic ass.he's so gonna lose to me in our bet..just gimme time and lets see who mk loves more.im so gonna break their 8-years bondage and their gay logo..haha..monday showdown no 1..next monday showdown no 2..haha..you watch out marcjoe..
today was quite an unlucky day.except the fact that i was on a winning streak at blackjack..other than that, other things really sucked..

watched fantasia yesterday with my big bro.had a nice time with him cos havent gone out with him for quite long.but to everyone, pls dun watch the show.stupid until undescribable.anyway, went to my other grandma house today..and slept there on my uncle's bed..heh.cos was just too tired to do anything..woke up and played with my two small cute cousins abit..then came home buzzed around abit and went out again to meet yvonne and her sister and her sisters' friends..oh but i met my half sister's boyfriend today..wah not bad quite a looker and a nice decent guy..they together for damn long some more..they came my house to bai nian today..so yeah watched peter pan and its so nice..peter pan is so so so good looking..me and yvonne realised he smiles like edison chen!hes damn cute la..my new found love..i'd rather him than mentos sweet lor..haha..

cny today.how siann.went my great grandma's place for awhile.ate abit and i decided i was damn bored so came home earlier.even worst.so bored i can just die..im too sleepy to go to my other grandma's house..i think im a good matchmaker..heh..did my bro a big big favour..haha and helping ah gay to intro some pple to him too..sometimes its really nice and fun to talk to new friends..but sometimes its so hard and tiring..hope next few days will be more interesting please..going visiting with og on sat..supposed to crash all the eastern people's houses and collect angbao..then going ecp i think..hope it will be fun..but og outings always spell abit of trouble..hai..then i will start thinking about things i know i should not..and thinking about people i know i should not be thinking about..even my hardcore gay says so..

its tiring living life now.in rj..everything is like so tiring and so hard to maintain.today was a weird day.in fact stupid sucky sucky day..i dunno how to explain why it was a sucky day..but it seems like those nothing is going right at all periods of my life..the times when you just feel like vanishing into a space where its just you and someone you can can spend time and talk to..and never come back until things are fine again..im feeling scared and uncertain abt so many things..but im thankful to God for the friends i have that i can talk to..the rare few people whom are really sincere when they make friends..and those who are so easy and comfortable to talk to..
anyway.i really need to change.really really need to.my now self needs to go through a big revamp and renovation..how?i dunno..

came back at 1130 today.went to nydc at holland v with anna and jue after training.it has been so long since we 3 sat down properly to talk and crap.i miss it.miss those times when we had times to ourselves..
training was quite slack today.and puva has lousy lousy judgement skills.really pathetic.shant comment more..
well, had classes until break then got blue slip and zao-ed with psy and uni to eat at ghim moh today.poor kevin badly wanted to go home to sleep but weixian left b4 math lecture and i left after math lecture so it would be kinda dumb if kevin went off too.so anyway then uni went back after lunch and taking pictures.stupid uni was like making poor psy laugh when he was taking his.haha.and psy thinks 25cents macs ice cream cone is too low class and not worthwhile getting fat for, but he ate up my half eaten one when i was taking my photo la.pig.haha..anyway then me and psy were supposed to make our ezlink card and i make my atm card.and we two damn smart la..our stupid taking taxi incident! everything goes wrong when it comes to me and psy..damn suay la..then i was supposed to meet weixian and bapok to pass bapok ezlink cards but i cldnt get mine today..so i have to give to him tmr.and he duh wont come school tmr.so gotta find him outside.damn ma fan..but at least hes the one doing me a favour.so yeah i shldnt complain.ahha.

im really really tired.went embassy yesterday, had quite alot of fun.and then stayed over at lianne's with jeanette..we three were like damn tired la..then woke up and went to harbourfront mrt to meet my og..had og sentosa outing which rocked!had lots of fun playing frisbee, volleyball, soccer everything la..my og rocks! we are like how fun and good la..anyway but i left earlier with cs today cos i was damn tired from that miserable 5 hours of slp and he wanted to go play pool with his friends..lessons tmr..sianded..got pe again tmr..the single period pe..i seriously need to run and start serious for my fitness.im tired and aching all over.stupid trainings.

haha.classes can be quite fun.esp with my class, who's incredibly full of shite.firstly kevin the ego whos funny and witty cant stop commenting in class.but he brings life to class la.then we have jc whos damn vulgar and funny.wa lau.made me kena by cheng tju today.said i have raging hormones like kevin cos i was laughing damn loud at jc damn stupid joke.then i have my sister cum brother weixian, who pays for the sweets we eat in class and comes to lectures late with me..and we gossiped so much today until the chi teacher couldnt stand us.
tmr's gonna be a loong looong day.have classes till 510..then netball at 530..wahh..die mann..oh i lost my wallet today cos i was kinda super distracted this morning..uni and anna would know why..heh..

rj rocks.jc life has been fun.but sometimes some things can be irritating.somehow today seems like the day when everything goes wrong.for everyone.everyone was down for a while for their own reasons.
tiff: im sorry.i dunno what else i can say but im sorry. just wanted to let you know i do treasure our friendship alot.thats all.
got caught for my hair by my gp tutor today.and weixian says his hair stands up naturally cos he got dry hair from swimming.im sure.haha.but weixian is a good bitching partner.haha..
gonna have a sleepless night tonight..argghh!!! (anna you should know why)

here goes.i bought..7 tops, 4 skirts, 2 rubber bands, 1 pair of earrings and 1 dress.. it feels damn shiok after shopping..damn damn shiok..
kinda misunderstood topshop's sale now..the basic jerseys are only 20% off..while we thought it was 50%..i bought 4 today..2 for lianne and 2 for myself..and bought a short skirt from there.which wasnt on any discount at all..i wanted to get the denim handbag..gonna go there tmr to see again.if its still available, i'll get it..
im tired..but satisfied :)

uni's birthday today.i woke up and went back to sleep a thousand times.officailly woke up at 430pm..then met up with them.went seoul garden for dinner.i ate like damn damn alot man..but had lots of fun catching up with them..i missed all my girlfriends..

then went pool at lucky plaza.mambo..had fun maluing myself..haha..chuin is pro at pool..anyway i love all of my girlfriends alot alot..

i want orientation..dun want lectures..

orientation is over.i miss my og.i miss orientation.oritentation is fun.

anyway yesterday was campfire day.had econs civics and math today.econs was fun fun.cos stupid kevin beside me was being crazy as usual.what sex and all.haha.then civics was in ts 16 and we took damn long just to find it..and i still cant stand a certain somone man..then during maths, i brought maoam cola to class and shared with them..like with pple from uni's class and mine..kevin practically DEVOURED his maoam..haha.then went for lunch at ghim moh with joel, clinton, sy, jenahan, uni and tiff..had lots of fun bitching with them.really damn fun..haha.i like always crashing their class cos weixian and kevin always pon class stuff..sy wants to call me maoam..sheesh.haha.anyway then we went back to school and then we abandoned our og to go town for movie..me, uni, anna, jeanette, ann, chuansheng, joel, bud, hadri..we ended up watching anna in kungfuland.which was totally lame but i like ekin cheng.like him alot alot k.then we met up with iris and audrey at far east..haha..well, me and cs was totally late for og..but i went back first cos the guys went to buy macs and bear bought fillet for me..then cs came back later.and my og pple said we purposely came back at different times..sheesh..and the scandal page of my og book is stupid man..they actually counted down to the time we two came back..sighh..well, then campfire..which was totally fun.cos we were just being high and jumping and dancing..orientation was fun la.but its over..

anyway,
happy birthday uni!

lessons officailly started today.my class's not bad.luckily weixian and kevin are in my class..or else can just die..had inter class games like ultimate frisbee, handball..our class rocks at handball man! haha..well, with me, weixian, kevin around..haha.oh then after kevin and the other 2 ruggers left for trng, we went to play basketball with minli, who was the one in charge of my class la..then we played guys against girls la..and weixian got like so pissed with the other guys.cos they could not even catch lor..even the girls are like better lor..haha..well, had fun with handball cos we thrashed some classes.our class quite sporty la..anyway lectures were ultra BORING, COLD and i was damn HUNGRY!haha..had history for the first.and it was a killer.was sitting beside weixian and kevin.and tiff and uni were sitting two rows below me.so we were passing notes as usual.and tiff said kevin was a taf club alumni.haha..damn funny..wah lao..but really.lectures are damn boring.and the stupid tables are irritating..crashed uni and tiff's class abit.cos we have exactly same lectures.and their leader was aimei..i cant stand someone in my class..stupid stupid idiot..

wah have 4 scratches and bruises..one at each knee and elbow.smart or smart? the result of playing handball with guys who are tied in pairs.i got rolled on the floor cos these two guys banged into me..i dunno how but yeah.it happened. had a hellavu time playing games today.our group won 5 lost 1..technically won only 3 but 2 were walkovers.got one game was like fluke lor..the dog and bone one when you have to be tied to a guy and waddle to play..kao that chuansheng is damn rough lor..but in the end we won by two points..haha..oh my og is how cool lor.we have sworn off learning the dance during orientation time.and we'll slack and play fun games like captains ball while every other og slogs while dancing.haha.rocks man..and those who want to learn will learn from the ogls after 630..how cool man..all thanks to our slacker ogl ivan..who rocks lor..haha.oh ivan did bodysurfing when taking attendance before storyline today..rocker man..haha.oh then went for dinner today too..and originally only 3 of us went!!me jonathan and zhi hao..cos most of them wanted to learn the dance with the ogls..but the rest of the og joined us later.cos they apparently waiting for ivan to finish the sch stuff and they were gonna dance in some void deck.haha.but it was fun with jonathan and zhihao..cos we couldnt stop laughing at certain pple..and it was nice to crap with them.eh they two were like chao quiet normally.but they are fun pple man..haha.my og kinda rocks la..hmm..me and jue gonna try change combi..cos her class is real real sad..with scholars and smart asses..and mine doesnt have uni and tiff..but im not really changing cos of that..cos my class should be quite cool..changing cos i quite want physics anyway..

just got back from og outing.had lots of fun today.met at orchard at 1 and they were all sadly sitting one line on the mrt station floor.heh.then waited for pple to arrive and all.wah amazingly i wasnt the last.but one of the last la.then when chuansheng came he happily walked to the other side of the station.then one of the girls saw him and he msged me to get him so i went with munloh to get him.

oh munloh's my new found bestfriend.haha.we have so much in common.and she looks so so so much like anna.really alot.nanyang softball captain..her voice is damn cute..and now we spent most of our time in og together.heh lucky got her.

so back to og outing.then we trekked from mrt to marche at heeren to eat.me and munloh were planning to eat so much but the guys were like anorexic or sth and all didnt wanna eat.so spoilsport.so we didnt eat as much as planned.anyway.then we took a long time to decide what to do after lunch.decided to watch movie but realised theres no suitable timing show to watch..so changed plans again and ended up going our ogl, ivan's house..to bake brownies apparently..then went centrepoint there to buy stuff for baking..i found venezia ice cream and duh bought to eat.so damn nice..

so well took mrt to kembangan.and then ivan's parents came to fetch us.and we had to go in batches cos there were like 20 of us.haha..reached his house and started playing bridge..oh i made chuansheng promise to go back to his house which was near ivan's to take his mahjong table and tiles so we could play.cos ivan didnt have at home..haha..so he cycled back home to get and smart smart him came with the table thinking the tiles were inside.but it wasnt..we had a good laugh but poor him cycled all the way back to take..haha..oh played mahjong with munloh, chuansheng, jonathan, astee, chester..so of them took turns while me and chuansheng just kept playing la..had rocker fried ice cream which ivan made and brownies and banana cake..

oh then we all congregated in the kitchen pigging out..i ate so so much otah man..but the otah was damn nice..then ivan started telling us all the stuff for the rest of orientation and the history of the tribes and all..crapped around for quite long..it was the first official time when everyone really talk so comfortably and had so much fun..haha..so og outing was kinda nice..my og's kinda nice too..hopefully the rest of the week will be good..

oh anyway, lets backtrack abit and talk abit abt orientation..it was quite stoned that first day la.cos we didnt know each other well and we were like all quite tired..but our og quite zai la..won quite a few games also..then had dinner at jelita pizza hut and i went home with this sji guy, yuying..whos our leader too..was quite tired out la..

oh played mahjong with my cousins on sat night to sun morning again..but we improved la took a shorter time to complete the whole game..played till abt 3..then me and xueli, my cousin talked until 6 sth..wah rocker man..had to wake up at 11 to go for og outing..feeling like a zombie now man..

hopefully tmr will be fun too..