its tiring living life now.in rj..everything is like so tiring and so hard to maintain.today was a weird day.in fact stupid sucky sucky day..i dunno how to explain why it was a sucky day..but it seems like those nothing is going right at all periods of my life..the times when you just feel like vanishing into a space where its just you and someone you can can spend time and talk to..and never come back until things are fine again..im feeling scared and uncertain abt so many things..but im thankful to God for the friends i have that i can talk to..the rare few people whom are really sincere when they make friends..and those who are so easy and comfortable to talk to..
anyway.i really need to change.really really need to.my now self needs to go through a big revamp and renovation..how?i dunno..