ten points.disappointed but as long as i can stay in rj can liao la..congrats to those who did well..and to tiff, i wanna see your smile again, cheer up alrightS?talk to me if ya need k?

hmm..blogged about what happened these two days but internet cocked up so got deleted..anyway..on thurs, went eat with my og after training.then me and janahan went to meet aaron and tiff at heeren..when all the shops are like closed..and we just sat at the bench outside the neoprint shop and talked..then went to play pool with zach who was abandoned by people.heh..then pravin joined us as paradigm..pravin is so full of shite i nearly died laughing..only getting abs lorr..

ate breakfast with zach on fri morning..and leon too cos he was waiting for his friend..macs bagel sucks..burger king ones are much nicer k..anyway then walked to wisma macs which was totally infested with rg girls..yeah met up with girlfriends and we sat around at coffee club xpress till the time to go..yep then results and all that shite..went back to rj to appeal along with tiff and jue..anna, li and chuin came along also..then cabbed to town with li anna and chuin..wasnt feeling in the best of moods..bothered about what in particular im not sure..but wasnt feeling right to go walk around and shop with li..im sorryy..would have dragged all your moods down if i stayed on..so i took a bus home alone..then came to town again when i felt better..

er ate at breeks with marcus while the rest ate at seoul garden..cos marcus cant eat meat on fri..yepp..then went to seoul garden to find them and joyce/xueying/szehui was there too..szehui has good taste mann.heh..yep then me and eugene walked to far east to take bus home cos i must take 132 from there..ec is somewho who lets himself get lubbed by pple lor..anyway we were arguing some shite about the traffic light and talking about ur-hum as usual..

hmm talked on the phone with joel yesterday night.hmm..got me thinking about some stuff..sometimes people do things with the intention of achieving something..but becos the other party dun get it and dun see things in the same perspective, the plan usually backfires..thats why joel says we both are damn stupid..i guess i agree with him after thinking about it..but i think i can be a master of my own emotions and how i feel..so im gonna do what im best at..i will direct how my feelins will feel and wont get affected..told psy about how some pple's behaviour when sth goes wrong..just get rid of the other person in your life and have him completely outta of your life if possible..it maybe like living in denial and running away, but it may be less pain then watching things go wrong with your own eyes..

staying home today..playing mahjong with my cousins later i think..favourite activities in my life now..slacking, pool, mahjong..

rahh..had to fight monsters to bring anna's present home today..even took a cab home from holland v..me and uni were being seriously high and retarded at the bus stop..really really high..but damn fun..

blue slipped today cos me and weixian didnt do lit essay, econs tutorial and math tutorial..blue slip was kinda sparked off by changwen today who asked me to pon lessons with him today..but in the end he didnt pon..well me wx and li cabbed to holland v in the attempt to study but oh wells..me and wx ended gossipping and talking so much crap that wx's voice started pissing off li who was trying damn hard to do maths. haha.and li..cheer up alrightt??do what we discussed you should do ok?

hmm then walked back to school with li and then slacked around in the canteen for awhile..went to ghim moh macs to eat with bapok uni and janahan..met up with my class people at macs and played jenga with themm..had ice fight with yonghui..haha..i like my classmates..

then cabbed to holland v again with uni and janahan..went to starbucks to talk about stuff and all..yeah then went to buy earrings with uni and then went party with us to get presents..haha..the stupid monsters..i cant reveal what i got for nana now..in case she reads this before tmr..hahah..hope you have a great great bday tmr anna!!!!!!!!!i love you lots..

haii..sometimes some things in life are just kinda mind-boggling and are just unfigure-outable..btw that means hard to figure out..its really wasting time and effort thinking and whining about it..haha..yeah so sometimes the best solution is just to heck everything, dun think about it, dun try to do anything about it, be passive, and let everything die out if it should..just heck heck heckk..btw im damn damn jealous of our dear dear uni!!!!!

hmm.feeling abit incoherent now..shall just say whatever that comes to mind la..
hadri was damn good at drama feste..arts fac rocked ok!!oh speaking of hadri, michael called me today and passed the phone to hadri..just to ask me where i bought shag bands from.haha..oh michael was damn funny in drama feste..left me in stitches ok..

anyway yesterday school ended damn late when everyone else ends like 1230.sucks..anyway then hanged around in the canteen and was buffing nails with psy..chao gay man..anyway then i did weights and met yonghui and she asked me to run with her..so we did snail pace kinda runs around the track..did about 4km i think..gossiped alot while we ran..and this pace was damn nice to run..compared to the 4km i did with juelin during wed training..

anyway didnt go funorama today.im sorry to everyone whom i promised to go..couldnt get outta house cos grandma was pissed and wanted me to unpack my stuff..but then went to meet iris and uni for awhile at holland v then went to lido to meet lynette and kayhian..talked around for awhile then went to cine to meet some other people..er then went chijmes to watch arsenal against chelsea.no place inside the pubs etc so was sitting like everyone else on the floor..watched the first half then went raffles city to eat..haha.then while i was eating, i turned and saw changwen beside me sweating like mad..was damn funnyy..cos he ate too much chilli..practically raining la..haha..

oh anyway, aaron aka Aaaron aka ap aka poser says i owe him dinner..but in fact, according to the terms we agreed on, i will give him dog food for drawing that nice thing on my hand..haha..kong leong who was his math tutor was behind us while he was drawing in math lecture but she was nice and didnt care..then me and tiff vandalised his notebook cover like mad..with stupid things like "aaron thng is gay.aaron thng is a poseur.aaron thng cant sing.but still likes to sing" etc etc..haha..

hai..dunno whats up with certain relationship i have in my life now..weird la..anway i got lots of work to catch up on..but anyhow im still much better than weixian..hes my guideline to the limit of slackness i can reach..haha..as long as im not as bad as him then can liao..oh we had econs test..and i did my damn zai skill of copying from that huge stack of notes..and i could even pass my notes to weixian to copy..looks like skills i picked up from sec school still can be put to good use..haha..

watched along came polly today with mk/marc/yixun/tim the gay/joel from ac.it was not bad la..dun really know what to say about the show la..

anyway i koped ec's phone today when i ponned classes and had break with mk and jon today..ec willingly gave me his phone then mk koped from me then we didnt return to him..he didnt successfully dig it back from us i mean..but then..it was a really really bad idea to leave the phone with us..i took it with me with the intention to return if i see him..but unfortunately there were assholes like yixun and tim and yihong around..who would not miss this great opp to sabo ec..so yeah..then while we ate and stoned around at lido before the movie, we had damn alot of fun saboing ec by smsing acjc people and telling them ec wants to get funfair tics..wah the "bill" for tics came up to about hundred bucks.haha..then was saboing ec also by sending damn cock sms to some people..haha.. damn funny la but i felt damn mean so i was helping ec safeguard his phone..then i finally got the phone back in the cinema cos tim the gay was abit dumb by passing it to me to pass to yixun..but then mk and marc teamed up against me..mk called ec phone so i brought it out of my pocket to check then super strong marcjoe snatched away the phone..shit mann..im sorry ec, i tried my best..haha..you can go murder the rest of them..esp yixun whos like the mastermind of everything..

vday yesterday.was actually grounded and i moved house yesterday..my new home number 64798658..yepp..was grounded cos i reached home damn late the day b4..but in the end my grandma let me out cos my two other cousins were going out too..so met up with tiff and her og and chonglin at marche..ate with them and tiff was being mad..chiong and ate so much..i stopped her b4 she could eat one more serving of crepe..haha..then met up with joel the teddy for awhile..he was with his two other friends..and b4 we met him tiff was being stupid and just calling his name out loud on the streets..mad girl la..oh then we two took a bus to chijmes and met up with zach and co at father flanagon..er was watching rugby with them..it was actually quite exciting man..zach was explaining to me everything..and stupid joel louis was smsing all the time and then he suddenly just whined out my name for fun while i was talking to zach..i was like ???..haha..i koped half of yixun's drink cos he didnt want to let his sis know he drank..and yixun was gaying with yeemeng..yucks yucks..then eugene came and gay altogether..sheesh mann..anyway after the france and ireland match, we left chijmes and then the rest of them ran for their lives for the bus 174 like some mad idiots while me and zach cabbed home..haha..but we walked damn alot before we got a cab..and zach's pants were falling off so badly.haha..

anyway brought my 3 cousins to orchard today..the two girls went to orchard library and walk around in taka themselves..then i left kenneth at the lan games store at cine..playing gb la..went to play pool with mingkun and his og..haha..my pool is getting abit better..haha..lost when i paired with mk but i won him and his friend when i paired with another guy from his og..haha..i was going to take on mk one on one but serena came over to talk to me..then i lost my chance to whooped his ass in pool man..haha...anyway kenneth is mk's brother now..for i dunno what reason.hahah..

hai.school tmr..and i got so much overdue work undone..im dead..and i hate unpacking man..suckss..

i will get over it.and get over him..i will..
today's games were damn fun.but im damn damn shagged..was supposed to play handball with joel and team.but then changwen and jingming they all dragged me to play frisbee for them first..then we our team (me changwen jingming yixun boxian firas) were all damn psyched up for frisbee..changwen la..couldnt stop talking about winning all the gold trophies..haha..but our team is chao zai..the standard damn high one mann..all the throws damn power kind..haha..we thrashed all the teams man..even won the second team the hockey players by 5-nil or sth like that.hahah..then the prize presentation was damn funny..cos our team name was damn screwed.so we were supposed to think of one..then the guys just named us "the huimin's team"..haha..wa lau..damn full of shite man..but it was seriously alot of fun..

played handball also..in between frisbee and all the shit..we were not bad la..but not good enough..only got fourth cos lost due to the penalty shootout..crap la..this group of friends really full of shite but damn fun to spend time with la..they kept saying our team is made up of 5 guys..while other teams have 4 guys and one girl..then yixun changwen and jingming started this shit when i insist it was 4 guys and a girl..they started reducing me..haha..like saying "no la, its 4 and a half guys and half girl." then reduce to one quarter girl or some shit.hahah..but anyway after we went town to eat after all the games..was alot of shite and crap again la..teasing eugene chua about xiaofang, they trying to throw the hula hoop i made changwen carry at ec so it gets hooped onto him..haha..on yixun also..and joshua is a water baffalo man..and he ate up my chocs damn fast too.haha..oh i gave jingming some of my vday pressents so he can give to his girlfriend tmr..how cheapo..but he said he already got necklace la..so still okay la..heh..ate at macs at taka then me mk marc and joshua went play pool at lucky plaza..haha..

damn tired.this post vday was full of giving each other presents..right from the early morning man.heh..got so many chocs and sweet food today.haha..gave some away also..haha today was a fun day..but abit weird also..maybe im just too tired and shagged..

haha.in chinese lesson now.im blogging this discreetly.hehh..the new econs teacher is damn screwed..i want mr valdi back..
alright i shall blog about my 17th birthday in detail.heh..walked to school with lianne minsheng and minzheng in the morning..then li gave me my present..nice nice earrings..the twins are damn robotic..esp when they were saying happy birthday to me..haha..well then went my jacosy and nice nice kor marc came to wish me happy birthday..heh..oh marcus was the first one to wish me cos he called me at 1159pm..
kunning man..used my tactic of hogging the line..haha..

hmm ok now total diff time frame.just got back from shopping for vday presents damn last min with psy, joel, janahan, ben, yonghui and glenda..anyway let me continue about my bday..er then my girlfriends, jue anna uni and li came to gimme presents..jue and nana got me a damn sweet swatch watch..and uni gave me a nice poster card with letter written behind..was reading it during assembly by putting it on the floor and so were my classmates..all peering over my shoulders to read.haha..well then my og pple sang a bday song for me..and the two ogs near us (marc's and ben's ogs) also joined in..abit ma lu mann..yep my og got earrings and bikini from topshop for me..thanks viae!

hmm then before assembly tiff passed me her present for me..mambo underwear.. hehh.oh that day was the day all my class girls were called out during assembly to meet ms poon after assembly..everyone asked me why we ponned pe..haha..it was just to take ht and wt la pls..yeah and i need to diet..seriously mann.haii..then we had civics in the canteen..cos ben bought me a cake.and we were celebrating early in the morning..haha..took pictures sang song etc..and yay one civics lesson was gona all thanks to me.oh lim cheng tju gave me a bday card.ahah..he passed to me during history tutoriall.wahh he loves our class mann..haha..yepp..

minsheng passed a milky bar to jeanette and jeanette passed it to kevin..then kevin passed to me..haha..and i got it in front of jeanette..how dumb can it get?haha..anywayy..during break, mingkun and jon were queuing at the western food stall..which had a super long queue la..then i went to cut the queue cos the twins were in front and mk was damn pissed off..ahha..he didnt buy from there in the end..haha..

oh yesterday i was slacking around in the canteen with glenda and yonghui and minzheng and the "chinese high twins"..haha..and i found out minzheng is really full of shite..hes so so incoherent and irrelevant mann..had abs trng laughing about him with glenda..haha..then we bluffed yonghui and glenda and minzheng that psy and ben are twins..and crapped up a whole load of shit..they actually believed ok..but this morning while walking to assembly minzheng was scolding me for bluffing him liao..apparently his friend told him or sth like that..

wah nearly died cos me and yonghui ponned math and went to crash med fac math lect today..so suay mann..didnt get caught the other time lorr..she suddenly wanted to check attendance..so ben sms me and uni called me..i was in lt one then me and yonghui sneaked out and sprinted back..told kong leong we were seeing a teacher and all that shite and obviously she didnt believe but well, who cares..she spent like so much time talking and talking about lecture rules after that..full of shite la..today and tmr's lessons are so slack and fun..haha..

oh think will play handball cos joel asked me to paly for their team or sth today..had fun shopping for presents with them..haha.joel was so full of shite today..only abit hyper la..talked so much crap esp in bk..haha..we were all like rushing to buy our presents cos we were at town at like damn late..830 or sthh..got what we needed and went to eat dinner and psy and joel were like so on about the stupid scratch and win cards..sheesh man..haha..bet they two are busy doing up their presents now..i better go and do also..damn tired mann.after weights today..did quite alot today..and ms poon also taught me how to do the other more shiong bench press..wahh muscles aching like madd..have been gyming everyday..yuck yuck stupid muscles..hhaiii...

will blog about what happened today in detail tmr..
just wanna say i had a really great birthday tmr..i love all my friends alot alot alot..thanks everyone for making me feel so loved..heh..
juelin and anna: thanks alot for the watch..im so thankful to God for our threesome and i love you two alot =)

huimin's gonna be a bigger girl tmr.hehh..never act had a nice bday before..hope i'll enjoy tmr..
anyway did weights after school today..was around with the hockey pple..did for about 2 hours..then was supposed to meet marcjoe, mingkun and amanda to play pool.budden it was too late for me to go..so went home with firas, joel louis, eugene chua..zach and yixun crossed the road..
anyway happy happy birthday marc!! and im positive i was the first to wished you ok!! and not mingkun..called you at 1159 to wish ok..haha.must gimme credit la..

the pains havent subsided.its coming and going consistently.painful man..went another doctor.and this time a more pro one..he gave me loads of medicine.but its not totally effective yet..anyway.he says its called "heartburn" in layman terms..how cool..
eating and drinking have become a painful and dreary process.each bite i take and each gulp i take hurts badly.this is madness..
today was a chao boring day..did weights in the morning then sat around stoning for about few hours in the canteen with renji trying to do work.actually i was waiting for a sms or call from nah/jue..but in the end i went down to my cousin's house wanting to paint the house with her.but they havent started so i ended up napping with my contacts on..actually i went to sleep cos i couldnt bear the chest pains anymore.and decided sleeping would be the best choice..
anyway went to the physio doctor at thomsom medical centre yesterday..i was so so scared before it..and luckily fortunately, it was not my grafted ligament which kena.just my meniscus..gotta rest for about a week and do lots and lots and lots of strengthening.yeah i better..anyway then bummed around in orchard and met iris too..met alot of people in town in fact..saw jue/michelle waiting for bapok as he said he will meet them "very soon"..haha..they are my fellow blue-slip-pers..oh forgot to mention how i was supposed to have a 510pm day yesterday.but i took only attended econs lecture and chinest tutorial and then got blue slip along with kevin and scooted off from class.was stoning around school with weixian and firas..weixian used my blue slip which i wrote in pencil..smart right me?
anyway went home quite late yesterday..was waiting for a bus at somewhere near kap and my bus took so long.then suddenly joel louis alighted from this bus and it was damn funny.cos he saw and i think he recgonised me then he turned around.and walked abit.then turned again to look.then walked again..then finally turned a fourth time and then said hi..haha..
oh while i stoned around with renji today.karen came to the canteen too!haha.she was talking to renji and she smiled at me..shes damn damn sweet looking la..and she was wearing this purple tennis skirt.how chio..oh then renji asked me to follow him to the council room to look for yiuming.then renji intro me to her..haha..talked with them abit..haha..karen and yiuming are so cute and chio..haha..

the stupid chest pains wont go away..it tightens and constricts on and off and especially when im eating..damn pain.the doc said it was sth to do with the oesophagus being blocked or sth..like huh? blocked by what man? think will go another doc if it doesnt heal..
anyway its super ultra boring staying at home.theres absolutely nothing to do besides watch tv, read silas marner or sleep..i have been sleeping all day long..and the medicine doest work.the pains arent going away..
gonna see doc about my knee tmr. im scared..hai..nvm at least i get to miss econs tutorial and pe tmr..i hate econs tutorial..stupid woman..

er.thanks to everyone who cares.thanks alot..i wouldnt have stay strong without you all..i tried naming you guys.but er there are too many..just wanna say er..thanks..
and er dun be sad for me, esp jue and anna.im not sure whether im confirmed abt staying or not.we'll still be best best friends of all.and we'll stay a threesome yeah? i love you two lots lots..

oh.forgot to mention i watched last samurai yesterday.it was damn good.haha.the part when tom cruise cut off the guy's head was so rocker..as usual, i was laughing about such stuff instead of being grossed out.haha..and the second son of taka is damn cool..hes super cute and his mannerisms are damn cool..so damn nice..oh there was this guy two seats away from me who came in to eat and eat and then he just slept and snored super loudly..me and zhihao couldnt stop laughing at him.which idiot comes into the cinema just to eat and sleep lor?er i bought $20.40 worth of hairbands and rubber bands from livia yesterday.haha..planning to give some to anna and juelin..im at my cousin's hse stoning now.as usual la..
anyway cb yesterday was not bad..except the fact that we took so long to go in and i had to come up and go down for so many times..anyway there were so many pple hanging around outside yesterday.jue and michelle were there too.with brandon and their classmates..then my cousin and her boyfriend picked me up..lost my handphone at cb..my nice nice designed 6510..damned..anyway i decided i wont club much anymore..unless there are big parties and more pple i know are going etc..ahh.my phone..gonna get screwed..
i hope my class people arent pissed or anything..think me kevin and weixian all didnt turn up for todays thing..im really damn sorry about it.shit..

damn tired.im gonna be anti social and not turn up for both og and class outing tmr..and i have decided i need to be guai..and keep my life in check..its more worthwhile to spend my time building true and sincere friendships then to waste my time on certain stupid things..
some things are just too hard to understand.maybe it means they arent meant to be understood..they are just to be accepted the way it is..
so glad we missed pe both on fri and the coming mon..or else i'll be dead from ms poon's damn shiong pe lessons..