ten points.disappointed but as long as i can stay in rj can liao la..congrats to those who did well..and to tiff, i wanna see your smile again, cheer up alrightS?talk to me if ya need k?

hmm..blogged about what happened these two days but internet cocked up so got deleted..anyway..on thurs, went eat with my og after training.then me and janahan went to meet aaron and tiff at heeren..when all the shops are like closed..and we just sat at the bench outside the neoprint shop and talked..then went to play pool with zach who was abandoned by people.heh..then pravin joined us as paradigm..pravin is so full of shite i nearly died laughing..only getting abs lorr..

ate breakfast with zach on fri morning..and leon too cos he was waiting for his friend..macs bagel sucks..burger king ones are much nicer k..anyway then walked to wisma macs which was totally infested with rg girls..yeah met up with girlfriends and we sat around at coffee club xpress till the time to go..yep then results and all that shite..went back to rj to appeal along with tiff and jue..anna, li and chuin came along also..then cabbed to town with li anna and chuin..wasnt feeling in the best of moods..bothered about what in particular im not sure..but wasnt feeling right to go walk around and shop with li..im sorryy..would have dragged all your moods down if i stayed on..so i took a bus home alone..then came to town again when i felt better..

er ate at breeks with marcus while the rest ate at seoul garden..cos marcus cant eat meat on fri..yepp..then went to seoul garden to find them and joyce/xueying/szehui was there too..szehui has good taste mann.heh..yep then me and eugene walked to far east to take bus home cos i must take 132 from there..ec is somewho who lets himself get lubbed by pple lor..anyway we were arguing some shite about the traffic light and talking about ur-hum as usual..

hmm talked on the phone with joel yesterday night.hmm..got me thinking about some stuff..sometimes people do things with the intention of achieving something..but becos the other party dun get it and dun see things in the same perspective, the plan usually backfires..thats why joel says we both are damn stupid..i guess i agree with him after thinking about it..but i think i can be a master of my own emotions and how i feel..so im gonna do what im best at..i will direct how my feelins will feel and wont get affected..told psy about how some pple's behaviour when sth goes wrong..just get rid of the other person in your life and have him completely outta of your life if possible..it maybe like living in denial and running away, but it may be less pain then watching things go wrong with your own eyes..

staying home today..playing mahjong with my cousins later i think..favourite activities in my life now..slacking, pool, mahjong..