met kenneth at about nine sth at night and watched eternal sunshine of a spotless mind yesterday.its quite a nice show, deep meaning and the stupid stoner jokes..hmm then walked from lido to great world to meet my cousins to take a cab back home.

have i mentioned how i dislike holidays?

=(

[unforgetful you]
i never minded calling you a king
if that meant i could count on you
to give me everything
i never thought to ask you
i always thought you knew
it was never my intention to question you
you never minded calling me a child
well, i guess thats how i acted all the while
but you live through every tantrum
you see through every lie
though they seem to be more common
i just wanted to know why oh why
unforgetful you, unforgetful
you never minded giving us the stars and then
showing us how blind and unaware of you we are
you painted me a picture
you showed me how to see
but i just wont behold it unless it pertained to me.

[if you're gone]
i think ive already lost you
i think you're already gone
i think im finally scared now
you think im weak
i think you're wrong
i think you're already leaving
feels like your hand is on the door
i thought this place was an empire
now im relaxed i cant be sure
but i think you're so mean
and i think we should try
i think i can leave this in my life
i think im scared do i think too much?
i know its wrong its a problem im dealing
if you're gone
baby its time to come home
theres awful lot of breathing room
but i can hardly move
if you're gone
baby you need to come home
theres a little bit of something in me
and everything in you.
i bet you're hard to get over
i bet the moon just wont shine
i bet my hands i can stay here
i bet you read more than you mind
and i think you're so mean
i think we should try
i think i can leave this in my life
and i think im scared
do i talk too much?
i can't relate its a problem im facing
if you're gone...