RJ moving day 291204.

had lots of fun today.seeing people i havent seen for so so so long..ok not that long but, i missed people at school. took lots of pictures. and the new school is HUGE. i miss mount sinai cos i hate waking up at 530am to take train to bishan..

the new school @ bishan is HUGE. seriously, its so getlostable.. haha =) and 1a01e homeroom is on SEVENTH floor and the furthest end. we dont know how we're gonna get to class on time. and we dont know how long we will disappear next time in mr tay's math lesson when we go for our "toilet breaks". hehh

daryl is stil gay and mad..now i purposely take gay pictures of him.haha.. ohh i was just walking and juelin yelled my name, and we ran and hugged, and REALLY squeezed the daylights out of each other. i missed you like shit....... hahahaha..im waiting for news to see you on teeveeeee..hahahah my future fann wong chiobu!

if you want pictures from today, just go to my shutterfly link at the photos link at the side named rjmove..


me with the two other VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE in my life.

the HUMONGOUS lecture theater 1 (spot the tiff!!)

with daryl and weixian at the parade square (i love taking pics with daryl!)

class girls!!! i love them all. ohh our classroom is 7TH floor -_- i think i mentioned it just now.


today was generally a nice day. cept that fact that i was dead dead dead tiredd. barely slept for two hours this morning. but well, sweet things keep you going.. =) bah im frekaing tired, im quite looking forward to the new bishan rjc, but not the stupid journey. i cant wait for countdown =)

hon, marns, jue, daryl, esther: a bit late but hope you guys all had a smashing christmas.

and everyone else too!

oh JUE: oh yesssss the pictorial is so cute i can dieeeeeeeee.. and so many chio pictures.. haha i love fann wong reallyy..

and DARYL: haha seriously you should stop acting gay in photos. but its much entertainment and fun to us.

heh schools starting very soon that its scaryy.. been fine and happy these days..

seriously, i fall in love too easily too fast..

MERRY CHRISTMAS

new album up. photos courtesy of ben =)

christmas has been good so far. baked till 7am yeseterday.woke up after a few meagre hours of sleep and baked more cookies and made mashed potato. recipe courtesy of ken. then rushed out like madddd to catch oceans twelve. i was late for the movie.heh..

then went down to my office for gift exchange. brought cookies for colleagues too. then went to dhoby gaut to get money from kayhian..helping him buy ipod mini..then came home for our party. food was damn good. and played some games and gift exchange. got bodyshop stuff this year. and my fann wong book from calvin. heh so happy, i have fann wong book =)

was super tired so slept quite early compared to usually..hmm going out soon too, waiting for some pig to wake up..then at night got another family party. haha this year is family christmas year =) so proud of myself..heh..

christmas is lovely, christmas is nice, christmas is sweet, christmas is all about love and christmas is.. T I R I N G..

shopping in town the past two days. and my feet is aching like mad.getting 5 presents for gift exchanges is a mean feat. and town is so terribly crowded. haha thankfully i had calvin to lug my bag and my shopping bags for me. and walked the whole of town with me. really grateful =)

tmr's gonna be damn busy. prep for home xmas party and prep for office xmas party. then rush down to office for the celebration and backk to home for our smashingly planned party..

iris: hi hi hi darling! expect your xmas card from me k? er but will be late =)
jue: haha we really need to have our party. after xmas kk? must must k.i mean it =)
mrs won bin (wannabe): haha i miss our class you know..
laura: you know i saw you at heeren again today but i couldnt catch you to talk to you!!! argh argh. haha cos you were going down the escalator already. haha talk to ya soon =) oooh take picture with me if i bump into you outside again k. haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone =)

etoile: THANKS so so much. youre terribly sweet. im convinced people with the name huimin is mighty nice. *winks well, but seriously, thanks for your encouragement. btw is etoile your name? oh and leave your blog add or sth?

anyhow, everyone should check out daryl in the group pics of class chalet in my previous post. he's on the extreme right. its hilarious shit.

pictures from class 1A01E chalet '04. courtesy of ben. and many many unglam photos cos was drenched from our water splashing game.


hah i got bullied like madd.


ahh sweet revenge on firas! i could almost taste the sweetness of it when i downed the pail of water on him =)


we never gave it a rest until the whole affair stopped. haha


that stupid firas.


the best group shot of the night.



i hate me. oh god someone please tell me what i should do. i want to change and improve. i feel so damn shit about everything, falling short of everything in all aspects of my life. i want to do something about it. but the whole affair has zapped me of all energy, all courage, all faith that i have. i expect a shit lot more from myself. but now all i can feel is that im a loser. i want to stop crying. i want to stop letting people around me who cares down. i want to be better and stronger.

when will this end?

my obsession, konica minolta dimage x50.

this looks so sweeet =)

my younger cousin and i

cool exhibition at esplanade

younger cousin.me

heh my new digicam rocks. my obsession =)

FISH! PHILOSOPHY

PLAY: Play is not just an acitivity; it's a state of mind that brings new energy and sparks creativity.

MAKE THEIR DAY: The world becomes a better place the moment you act on an intention to serve another.

BE THERE: You can multi-task with "stuff", but you need to "be there" for people,

CHOOSE YOUR ATTITUDE: The attitude you have right now is the one you are choosing. Is it the right one?

This Fish! philosophy is taken from the book Fish! tales.

To find out more and understand about each Fish! philosophy, read more below.

PLAY - Work made fun gets done, especially when we choose to do serious tasks in a light-hearted and spontaneous way. Play is not just an activity; it's a state of mind that brings new energy to the tasks at hand and sparks creative solutions.

MAKE THEIR DAY - When you "make someone's day" (or moment) through a small kindness or unforgetable engagement, you can tuen even routine encounters into special moments.

BE THERE - The glue in our humanity is in being fully present for one another. Being there also is a great way to practive wholeheartedness and fight burnout, for it is those halfhearted tasks you perform while juggling other things that wear you out.

CHOOSE YOUR ATTITUDEl: When you look for the worst you will find it everywhere. When you learn you have the power to choose your response to what life brings, you can look for the best and fnd opportunities you never imagined possible. If you find yourself with an attitude that is not what you want it to be, you can choose a new one.

im competing NO MORE.

michelle hon feng yan is the best girl anyone can have as a best friend. its been 11 years together, and the care you have for me is just amazing. and the way you go all out for me, i can only say, i love you.

juelin: a darling who touched my life. my one and only telepathic twin, and we're still telepathic after this long. really, times spent with you are "no-words-can-describe" youre the happy air that people breathe in and become instantly cured of gloom. i miss you.

my rubbish bin: thanks for trying to eat up my rubbish, though not succedding totally. youre a great friend for a new friend. thanks for being there and trying to cheer me up.

a01e: the classmates in this class are wonderful, wonderfully close despite differences. we know tolerance goes a long way, which has helped us keep the class together. class chalet showed it all, even though there may be differences and "fundamentally-nice" people, we know a mere bitching fest suffice. no other hard feelings after that.

i wanna share the fish! theory with everyone. simple but meaningful stuff that hits you right there. watch out for the theory coming soon.

i want it over.and you out. but, could you stay? -__-

just got back from class chalet at aloha changi chalet.

class chalet was smashing =) really really good. all hard work credited especially to camy darling. rest well yeah?

a brief account of what happened at our 1A01E class chalet 2004:

me and tim met up at outram mrt and mrt down to tampines. bought some stuff that they needed and then decided we take a cab down, being the lazy asses we are. haha but the cab driver didnt know where the place was and we got lost, not a very good experience.

got there and ate abit. haha then we played the number game, whereby the person who kana the number chosen will be splashed by water. it became damn damn damn fun. and also became a water fight, especially between firas and me. our enmity started when he splashed at me for no reason!! argh stupid firas. haha played until EVERYONE got wet.

hmmm then played bridge and taidi with firas kevin and kayhian. then was mahjong with firas, bing and timmy. haha then i got tired and went to play indian poker with the girls and kevin. haha was hilarious for awhile. hmm everyone eventually got tired and went upstairs.

huge bitchfest with firas, kevin, camy, candy and bena. haha quite funny and kevin and bena are terribly mean. "moles fated" and whatnot. superr meann.

heh me and firas got tired and joined the rest in the other room for poker. was damn damn damn fun. cos timmy brought gambling chips so it was quite shiok playing. and keith is hilarious, one moment he's sad and depressed cos he got so broke, the other moment hes sharing his chips with people and acting so cocky. heh but was fun. oh and the person who showhands all and lose all was supposed to lapdance someone. -__-

hmm then it became about 6 sth. me lynette and kayhian went out to the beach place to supposedly watch sunrise. but well just sat there and chilled out for awhile, even though the sky was already damn bright when we went.

then things after that were all drowsy and sleepy.everyone just fell asleep anyway and everywhere. sleeping on the sofa half sitting and half lying down sucks. hmm had a little headache cos i drank abit. one cup of absolut citrun and one cup of vodka. mixed with ribena and orangina la. i hate to drink it pure, too strong for me to swallow down. oh daryl got abit high. haha.

oh did i mention, attendance was really good for this class chalet. and we all had alot of fun really. only weixian lai yonghui eugene didnt come. then ben nic brian didnt stay over. and food was quite good, the squid rocked. haha..

yeah cleaned up and all then took bus to tampines to have b'fast at burger king. it was quite a sight in the bus, everyone were falling asleep. i kept awake cos i was smsing and talking on the phone. haha and at bk, firas they all got like 3 extra packets of hashbrowns. HAHA cos the staff were super blur or dumb. then keith gave me his extra packet. hmm finally cabbed home witn bing timmy and daryl. and voila, back home.

i love my class =) haha its effortless, to make things fun and enjoyable. with kevin and his usual mean remarks and crazy antics, firas and his evil plots and sabotages (on me!!) and others' niceness and willingness to contribute. oh speaking of firas, we were desperately trying to take a NORMAL grp pic and that idiotic firas came with a pail of water trying to splash everyone. but somehow i sensed his presence and told everyone "COMING" then most pple managed to siam. then the next pic, he pushed my head down when the camera went off. then the third one, we got back at him and put the pail over his head. and the fourth one and finally, we managed to capture a nice normal group shot. haha =)

shopping with cousins today. did my eyebrows, not too much a diff,at least not something drastic. saw a damn nice top at topshop, but the pink one has no more smaller sizes and also the green one is not nice enough to make me spend 66 bucks on it..but its really nice.

bought some things today. but was just a little idulgence of shopping. but had alot of sinful food. argh i need to be more healthy. okay think swearing off meat and all fried stuff for awhile.

once i get hold of my pay, hahahahahahah.. just the thought of it makes me wanna laugh.

its really weird nowadays. i dont know what really makes me happy anymore. i dont even know what i enjoy doing already..like everything seems the same to me. i dont wanna expect too much of things anymore.

argh theres so much to do but im doing nothing but just wasting life away.

W A S T I N G M Y L I F E -__-

my greatest wish: an angel to save me from these shite. someone to end it all for me, once and for all. its been frigging 6 months, please someone.