shopping with cousins today. did my eyebrows, not too much a diff,at least not something drastic. saw a damn nice top at topshop, but the pink one has no more smaller sizes and also the green one is not nice enough to make me spend 66 bucks on it..but its really nice.

bought some things today. but was just a little idulgence of shopping. but had alot of sinful food. argh i need to be more healthy. okay think swearing off meat and all fried stuff for awhile.

once i get hold of my pay, hahahahahahah.. just the thought of it makes me wanna laugh.

its really weird nowadays. i dont know what really makes me happy anymore. i dont even know what i enjoy doing already..like everything seems the same to me. i dont wanna expect too much of things anymore.

argh theres so much to do but im doing nothing but just wasting life away.

W A S T I N G M Y L I F E -__-

my greatest wish: an angel to save me from these shite. someone to end it all for me, once and for all. its been frigging 6 months, please someone.