pictures from class 1A01E chalet '04. courtesy of ben. and many many unglam photos cos was drenched from our water splashing game.


hah i got bullied like madd.


ahh sweet revenge on firas! i could almost taste the sweetness of it when i downed the pail of water on him =)


we never gave it a rest until the whole affair stopped. haha


that stupid firas.


the best group shot of the night.



i hate me. oh god someone please tell me what i should do. i want to change and improve. i feel so damn shit about everything, falling short of everything in all aspects of my life. i want to do something about it. but the whole affair has zapped me of all energy, all courage, all faith that i have. i expect a shit lot more from myself. but now all i can feel is that im a loser. i want to stop crying. i want to stop letting people around me who cares down. i want to be better and stronger.

when will this end?