i must. i must. go sentosa and tan this fri. i must i must. argh. yonghui turned to me before pe in the toilet today: huimin you're so white i cant stand it.

argh! okay im white compared to last time, but im not like pale pale white like lymphocyte (er a few pple would know who this refers to) argh must must go tanning. and i wont pangseh someone le..

i cant get any inspiration for my sonnet. argh its quite frustrating cos ive really been trying. but i end up getting fed up and doing math. mr tay must be damn happy. anyway mr booth read out some sonnets classmates created. i like candy's one!!! its about contact lenses and drawing parallel to life somewhat. i think its really cute.

packed all my notes just now and found many many interesting thing. like those notes we wrote during tutorials and lectures. with uni, with xian, even with firas. haha. and interesting stuff form last year. like a letter from renji. haha. shit lah, i can still remember vaguely the happiness i felt during the start of last year. the first half.

work never stops piling up. and for the first time in six years (from sec one to now), i feel like im schooling as though in pri school. like really trying to finish my work and listen in class. its funny thinking about it. that thought just came to me on my way home today.

oh yeahh..euphoria of the day! i got 8/10 based almost purely on my own effort for econs mcq. haha though it wasnt hard, this is the first time i like passed and got not bad w/o copying etc. haha silly me i know. but i mugged candy's notes during break and it paid off. and well, i guessed and tycoed one question lah. but still still. haha im proud of myself =)

no one needs you more than i need youuu..