this time its for real..everything's gonna end and this time is for real..cos this time, all feelings in my heart are gone..well, im sorry for today..i was just hurt, cos its cruel of you to give me hope then destroy it right after that.. but i dont want things to turn out like the way it has. its stupid for us to feel this unnecessary bad feelings about each other, we should continue being good friends, no less no more. but well, for now, i can truly say things have died..
 
laura: you're seriously damn cute..haha retarded laura!!! heh actually i wished i knew you better, can tell youre a real fun and good friend to have =) yeah its damn stupid, 4 of the guys are the ruggers from my class.. cheerleading's gonna be so hard cos of those retarded pigss..
 
haha shes such a darling girl =) hmm watched king arthur today, unhappy bad things happened, but im feeling okay and i just hope that things will blow over soon and things will turn out fine in the end.bleahh, why do all the bad things happen all at one time..but huimin's gonna be an okay girl..dont wanna all my friends to worry about me and having them to see me down all the time..haha sorry that tears this week is like collectively more than a few months added together..but well, might as well channel my energy to other stuff, like shooting and working how to lose weight for cheerleading and eat right for enough energy for shooting at the same time..oh me and bing have got a bet with kayhian about his weight loss..a HUGE bet of $75 bucks each..and if kayhian loses, he'll be paying for my bow equipment..haha, technically he cant win according to my calculations..hahah =)