this post will be alomst entirely dedicated to the one person i love very much in my life now. so if you are really not interested to know you can navigate away from this page right now =P
come tomorrow, 26th of August 2005, will be the 8th month of our relationship. yes if you have not figured out by now, this post will be dedicated to Calvin Peh Ee Sheng.
its been 8 months of -you- and -me-. its been 8 months of you-nagging-me-to-take-less-cabs-and-save-money and me-nagging-you-to-go-train-and-run. its been 8 months of travelling to and fro redhill and hougang. its been 8 months of us and our frequent pooling, with the initial you thrashing me at pool, then to now me winning you and your nonsense of eating 3 plates to chicken rice after pool.
its been 8 months of a crazy but real beautiful story.
and whats really important to me is that, after these 8 months, i just wanna say, i really love you.
i really admire the way you can take care of me. remember how i told you i felt as though im your little daughter and youre my daddy. haha. this is something i have always wanted to have. to have that special someone look after me like im his very precious one. i found that security in you.
i know for sure, when things go wrong, when everyone blames me, when i have bad hair days, when i feel like crap and worthless, i can throw the world's most nonsensical and exaggerrated tantrum, and you will still be there right beside me. when everything goes wrong and when i just feel like crying and giving up, you are there to wipe my tears and to tell me you love me. i dont't know how you do it, i don't know how you can be so patient with me esp when im so freaking stressed and troubled over studying and other nonsense, but i am so very amazed at how you can put things the right way up again when my world turns upside down.
let's not act like its been all smooth sailing and happy and pretty. things have gone wrong before. the row we had over your sister (when she got into trouble with your parents remember?). the whole load of nonsense we both had to put up with because of some of our personality clashes. that incident which caused our "cold war" when we went to ubi driving centre (which i cant really rmb what it was exactly that pissed both of us off) the various disagreements we've had in this span of 8 months.
i miss our more carefree days when we just go town and watch movie and pool and do nothing and slack. but we've moved on to more important things like studying together and getting things done together. i think we'll never forget the hard work we both put in for your project, your model of your room. all those trips to the art shop at bras basah getting materials and the research we did for ideas to deisgn the room. haha im very proud of our artwork so don't you dare throw it away or chuck it somewhere okayy.
im a happy girl when you notice and remember little things i say or do. you remember that i said having nice manicured nails make me a happy girl so ya got patricia to do my nails for me. you notice immediately when i sigh or pout or throw tantrum. you almost never let me go back home alone after going out with you, unless im on a cab. haha take this: its sending me home, then travel back to hougang from redhill. if you can't figure out what that really means, taking a cab from hougang to redhill is an average cab fare of 12 bucks. so i guess you can now imagine the distance travelled from hougang to redhill to hougang again.
anyway, what i really wanna say is that.. i really appreciate everything you do. even when i do say it or show it, i know and i wanna thank you for trying to give me the best and taking care of me.
dearr. thanks. lovee you =)
261204 to 260805 and counting...
come tomorrow, 26th of August 2005, will be the 8th month of our relationship. yes if you have not figured out by now, this post will be dedicated to Calvin Peh Ee Sheng.
its been 8 months of -you- and -me-. its been 8 months of you-nagging-me-to-take-less-cabs-and-save-money and me-nagging-you-to-go-train-and-run. its been 8 months of travelling to and fro redhill and hougang. its been 8 months of us and our frequent pooling, with the initial you thrashing me at pool, then to now me winning you and your nonsense of eating 3 plates to chicken rice after pool.
its been 8 months of a crazy but real beautiful story.
and whats really important to me is that, after these 8 months, i just wanna say, i really love you.
i really admire the way you can take care of me. remember how i told you i felt as though im your little daughter and youre my daddy. haha. this is something i have always wanted to have. to have that special someone look after me like im his very precious one. i found that security in you.
i know for sure, when things go wrong, when everyone blames me, when i have bad hair days, when i feel like crap and worthless, i can throw the world's most nonsensical and exaggerrated tantrum, and you will still be there right beside me. when everything goes wrong and when i just feel like crying and giving up, you are there to wipe my tears and to tell me you love me. i dont't know how you do it, i don't know how you can be so patient with me esp when im so freaking stressed and troubled over studying and other nonsense, but i am so very amazed at how you can put things the right way up again when my world turns upside down.
let's not act like its been all smooth sailing and happy and pretty. things have gone wrong before. the row we had over your sister (when she got into trouble with your parents remember?). the whole load of nonsense we both had to put up with because of some of our personality clashes. that incident which caused our "cold war" when we went to ubi driving centre (which i cant really rmb what it was exactly that pissed both of us off) the various disagreements we've had in this span of 8 months.
i miss our more carefree days when we just go town and watch movie and pool and do nothing and slack. but we've moved on to more important things like studying together and getting things done together. i think we'll never forget the hard work we both put in for your project, your model of your room. all those trips to the art shop at bras basah getting materials and the research we did for ideas to deisgn the room. haha im very proud of our artwork so don't you dare throw it away or chuck it somewhere okayy.
im a happy girl when you notice and remember little things i say or do. you remember that i said having nice manicured nails make me a happy girl so ya got patricia to do my nails for me. you notice immediately when i sigh or pout or throw tantrum. you almost never let me go back home alone after going out with you, unless im on a cab. haha take this: its sending me home, then travel back to hougang from redhill. if you can't figure out what that really means, taking a cab from hougang to redhill is an average cab fare of 12 bucks. so i guess you can now imagine the distance travelled from hougang to redhill to hougang again.
anyway, what i really wanna say is that.. i really appreciate everything you do. even when i do say it or show it, i know and i wanna thank you for trying to give me the best and taking care of me.
dearr. thanks. lovee you =)
261204 to 260805 and counting...
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