heh woke up late today and was feeling so bum and lazy thus got to aas range at about 3..haha. bing and ken kept complaining im a bum to reach there so late.didnt get to shoot much today cos i did something so loser i could just die..i fletched my arrows using wrong glue and thus i had to shoot with bare shafts arrows..damn damn damn..got laughed at by all of them =(
heh yep so shot for awhile then we went back to ppcc to eat macs. 20 pcs nuggets for five bucks.they bought 40 pcs.hahaah..and beancurd with peanut dumplings.i got jacked with one dumpling that has no peanut inside.haha..was damn funny..yepp then me ken bing went to mr wee's house cos ken had to purchase new arrows..which cost like 400bucks or sth..goshh..then mrt down to plaza sing, hmm was rushing to watch a supposedly 7pm show.but our dear smart ken screwed up and ordered tickets for wed instead cos irobots werent open yet..good job mann.hahaha..
heh then we three ate at pastamania..yay ken treated me to pasta and movie, hmm while i treated them to cookies and pool..yeah went to paradigm to pool..so long havent been there ever since they disallowed sch uniforms..it was damn fun playing with them..oh mann..my last shot of 9ball pool with bing was so shen..a damn nice bank shot..bahh then came home in a cab with bing and then refletched my arrows..oh me and bing decided that our cab rides together are our precious talking and chatting times..heh =)
it was quite queer today, how i suddenly decided i dont really believe in marriage in the mrt today when i was alone.i just suddenly got that notion into my head..its like, i suddenly found the idea of staying with one person forever and ever wrong and impossible.maybe its cos ive seen how feelings for someone you once supposedly love or really enjoy being with can change so so so easily..how even how those feelings may be so so strong to you, but in actualy fact, your mind is the one trying so hard to maintain those feelings cos you force yourself to..hmm i wonder if anyone really know what i mean.like me and laura were talking on msn, talking about such so called love troubles we have and how they can really be troublesome..but somehow now i feel, if such things like being together and breaking up can be seen so lightly by the guys, we the girls shouldnt torment ourselves so much emotionally.. but well, i do believe in liking someone so much that no matter what happens, that liking for him will almost never change..it might subside abit, buts its always lingering there..and to me, theres only one person..hmm okay maybe two..and ive never gotten together with these two pple, maybe close enough but never really had a proper start..but still, i feel that being together and staying together is really a hard thing. it requires damn alot of trust and communication and the ultimate strongest feeling that "together, we will make this work no matter what happens". and that is sth that is really damn rare..
bahh, i also realised today how its so easy to realise some traits in other or some things that pple do secretly, cos you yourself have done it before..like how i can realise how this person like this someone cos of the way he/she talkes about that person, or how much and how the person talks about him/her..i know how its like cos i do it too..and how some people pretend to know things they dont know in a harmless way, cos i very well some friends who do it too..
hmm i had a great great urge to talk to lynette after i read her blog. i wanna tell her not to be so silly. and not to let life become grey from pining and waiting..you're made for much more and you deserve much better. hai maybe you feel differently and maybe im wrong, buti dunno, i just felt a surge of sadness for you. darling girl, you dont have to take this path cos you deserve much more than having to do this..
heh yep so shot for awhile then we went back to ppcc to eat macs. 20 pcs nuggets for five bucks.they bought 40 pcs.hahaah..and beancurd with peanut dumplings.i got jacked with one dumpling that has no peanut inside.haha..was damn funny..yepp then me ken bing went to mr wee's house cos ken had to purchase new arrows..which cost like 400bucks or sth..goshh..then mrt down to plaza sing, hmm was rushing to watch a supposedly 7pm show.but our dear smart ken screwed up and ordered tickets for wed instead cos irobots werent open yet..good job mann.hahaha..
heh then we three ate at pastamania..yay ken treated me to pasta and movie, hmm while i treated them to cookies and pool..yeah went to paradigm to pool..so long havent been there ever since they disallowed sch uniforms..it was damn fun playing with them..oh mann..my last shot of 9ball pool with bing was so shen..a damn nice bank shot..bahh then came home in a cab with bing and then refletched my arrows..oh me and bing decided that our cab rides together are our precious talking and chatting times..heh =)
it was quite queer today, how i suddenly decided i dont really believe in marriage in the mrt today when i was alone.i just suddenly got that notion into my head..its like, i suddenly found the idea of staying with one person forever and ever wrong and impossible.maybe its cos ive seen how feelings for someone you once supposedly love or really enjoy being with can change so so so easily..how even how those feelings may be so so strong to you, but in actualy fact, your mind is the one trying so hard to maintain those feelings cos you force yourself to..hmm i wonder if anyone really know what i mean.like me and laura were talking on msn, talking about such so called love troubles we have and how they can really be troublesome..but somehow now i feel, if such things like being together and breaking up can be seen so lightly by the guys, we the girls shouldnt torment ourselves so much emotionally.. but well, i do believe in liking someone so much that no matter what happens, that liking for him will almost never change..it might subside abit, buts its always lingering there..and to me, theres only one person..hmm okay maybe two..and ive never gotten together with these two pple, maybe close enough but never really had a proper start..but still, i feel that being together and staying together is really a hard thing. it requires damn alot of trust and communication and the ultimate strongest feeling that "together, we will make this work no matter what happens". and that is sth that is really damn rare..
bahh, i also realised today how its so easy to realise some traits in other or some things that pple do secretly, cos you yourself have done it before..like how i can realise how this person like this someone cos of the way he/she talkes about that person, or how much and how the person talks about him/her..i know how its like cos i do it too..and how some people pretend to know things they dont know in a harmless way, cos i very well some friends who do it too..
hmm i had a great great urge to talk to lynette after i read her blog. i wanna tell her not to be so silly. and not to let life become grey from pining and waiting..you're made for much more and you deserve much better. hai maybe you feel differently and maybe im wrong, buti dunno, i just felt a surge of sadness for you. darling girl, you dont have to take this path cos you deserve much more than having to do this..
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