open house. cheerleading. choc buffet. isnt everything supposed to be nice and happy and easy?

im not thinking about things. forcing myself not to think about things. but suddenly everything goes boom! and i cant take it anymore and break down.

maybe cos i didnt sleep. why's everything so hard these days?

hmm the first cheer performance was bad..but the final one was better.. yeah then the whole open house was just tiring. was nice listening to the bands play. joel/david/aaron/melvin and the joel louis, nigel, derek,marcus..

choc buffet was fattening..tiff cant stop gorging on the bread pudding. and chuin and iris eats so little! was nice riding on mrt with iris. my dear iris. took so so so many pictures and some really really spas and amusing ones. hope those darlings put them up soon.

see, my day sounds so perfect and fun. sounds... hai im tired and aching. stayed up without any sleep for pw. thought i might have blanked out from the zero sleep and no food during ohana.

whines..i need my life back..