something i heard from mr evan's lesson that day. he said that someone else said that you need to move out and live away from your parents in order to gain or formulate your own identity. well something along that lines lah.

and i really want to move out too, have a rented apartment of my own or stay at boarding or something.

its not like im not happy at home, or im unhappy with my family. on the contrary, i have nice nice cousins whom i crap, play monopoly, play mahjong with. but i know im damn dependent on my grandma which is not a good thing. i wanna learn to live on my own and be more responsible. but i know my grandma loves me too much to let me move out or anything. maybe in university.

skipped school to do hist essay today. then went to shoot. felt quite good, changed my form a bit, and its more comfortable actuallyy. im aching all over againn and the worst part about aching is that its damn hard to get outta bed in the morningg. haha

oh i wanna tell people at my age and older. planning for your future is important. so start thinking today =) haha very random comment i know, but its trueeeee..