when shit happens, what i really need is someone to take care of me. i have friends who think im strong because i've gone through much more than many of my age, but actually i just want someone who loves me and is willing to guide me. i may seem to be quite an independent person, but actually what i want is someone to take care of me.

sometimes i just dont want to think anymore, i just dont want to keep being troubled over things. i hate all this complicated shitty and irritating things, i dont wanna think anymore you know. sometimes i wish you would do that for me, take care of me and make sure things are alright. i hate all of this, i want to stop thinking and throw all these shit away. i wish i had someone to help me eat up all these shit, weren't you supposed to be the one eating up all my rubbish? i dont wanna cry anymore, i dont wanna be upset anymore, i dont wanna think anymore. but i cant.