blood donation today.quite fun.wanted the pink band, but they only had the green one left when i donated. not much pain at all..oh yeah managed to convince joel louis to donate blood.yay i did double good deed.

no cheer prac today, supposed to take measurement for costume but in the end cancelled.went ppcc to shoot today.by the end of shooting, i was feeling damn overwhelmed and stressed out. and even screwed up shooting at the end, like everything just went wrong.

and just today when everything seemed wrong and too overwhelming to take, i suddenly realised. how things would be different if some things hadnt ended and someone didnt leave. kinda first time i wished very badly, that things have had taken a change and didnt end up like this.. cos realised how i would be feeling much happier and better last time. and suddenly realising that didnt help things much at all. hmm funny how someone can make you feel better and make your day without even trying to.