i never cried this much for a long time. its just tears uncontrollably and the inside hurt burning so painfully. im not some depressed girl, but it hurts.damn it hurts damn bad now.

ive heard so much that im so tired.and all i want now is for you to be ok and get on with your life properly. now i cant stop crying not cos im sad things are over or that we cant even be friends. im hurting so so much cos now i know how much ive affected you and how much i have fucked up your life. and all i want, all i ask for is just for you to be okay.

i dont even know what to feel now.it feels..numb. and i dont even know how to look at our relationship now. how did it even turn out this way? but to me, all else doesnt matter anymore, i just want you to be okay again.

camy: dear girl. im sorry. and its not your fault.ive never blamed you. we wouldnt have worked out anyway. things have been tough for me, and you guys have all made it alot better.abandon that uneccesary guilt you're feeling ok? even if that didnt happen, things would have turned out the same like now. what was not meant to be is not meant to be. you be alright k?

i just want this to stop. i cant even think what i feel now. i just want you to get better and me to stop hurting. im not depressed ok, ive gotten over things pretty damn fast already