jie kou(excuse) by jay chou is seriously damn nice. everyone go listen to it. the lyrics are below so if ya cant see change your encoding to unicode. bleahh its so nice.im a jay-addict.like how after cheerleading that day, me allenpoon and ec just sat near the netball courts llistening to his new songs.

<<藉口>>
翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
看著妳哭泣的臉 對著我說再見
來不及聽見 妳已走得很遠
也許妳已經放棄我 也許已經很難回頭
我知道自己錯過 請再給我一個理由
說妳不愛我 就算是我不懂
能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作妳的請求
我知道堅持要走是妳受傷的藉口
請妳回頭 我會陪妳一直走到最後
就算沒有結果 我也能夠承受
我知道妳的痛 是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容 沉默是因為包容
如果要走 請妳記得我
如果難過 請妳忘了我

when i look into your eyes, i fall in love with you again.

why do i put myself through such hurt and pain,

knowing that my heart will be left broken in the end again?

and all that i get in return are tears that fall like the rain.

hai whys it so so hard for me this time. why cant i just walk away and abandon that hope inside me? arghh, i never used to be like this, and its killing my brain cells and drying up my eyes. i just want things to be fine again, i just want us not to have that shit feeling inside of us when we see each other.. argh this is so frigging hard and we've been trying so much and things hasnt been solved. if only i could turn back time. argh i dunno, i feel so zapped of emotions and everything, all i feel is the pain, when i see you like that.. when will things ever get better?

hmm putting jay's nice slow songs on repeat and blasting it isnt a very smart thing to do when youre down. but his songs are so damn nice.