wahh..i need to recover. bruises, scratches, aches all over.everywhere. screwed left ankle. swollen right knee. bleahh good job huimin..

cheer's finally over. im glad its over. and its been real fun.allen and daryl trying to do the girl dance. kevin and his usual crap antics and remarks. our long hours at practice. me and yeemeng trying our flips and practising our partner routine. makchen with his nonsense about him being buff and shite..

went to shoot after ifg opening today. have decided to shoot without clicker for this competition first.. cos i really not enough trng and confidence shooting with clicker.. my grouping's much tighter when i dont use clicker. bleah i know its all in the mind la..but ken says my arrows are about a third inch too long anywayy.. ill shoot alot better without clicker..arghh sat comp already, i dont even have time to recover properly..

im really hooked on jay's new slow songs. jie kou is damn damn damn nice.

argh i really dunno what to do.what are we going to do? can things go back to where they were? its NOW that i really wish i can turn back time.