till we meet again in my dreams.
mm havent been blogging much lately.
baked cookies quite a few times.haha dont know whats up with me and baking also.maybe cos it keeps my mind off stuff and makes me stay at home too.
met up with hon that day.my darling girl. my 11 year best best friend. the one in my life who knows almost everything about me and my family. we recalled how we already started telling each other our problems in primary one.back then we were really young and cute and fun. back then when we were best friends. and till now..
hai.suddenly felt how hard it is to find someone in your life who really understands. bleagh actually thats impossible considering how i dont even really know myself. im just living day by day, so it seems to pointless? sometimes..but its still damn good to know, nevertheless, that i have damn good friends around me. people who showed me what it is like to have people caring for me. people who gives me the reason to justify what everything is for..people say you live everything for yourself. but thats untrue. without all these people in life, what the hell do you wanna live for?
was really tired in the afternoon so took a long long nap after talking to kenneth on the phone. slept for quite long and had nice nice dreams that i could remember so vividly. i havent done this in such a long long time. nice nap and nice dreams. hai..
so dumb. i hate the way how my mood fluctuates so easily based on what happens with you..based on talking to you. bahh feels so.. vulnerable sometimes. you make or break me.. its like how sometimes its all hanging by on a thin thread.not controlled by myself =(
bleah studies look so so bleak. dont know if i can gather enough momentum and really get down to it. bahh sucks.. i wanna talk about something happier and more fun! argh but whatt?
mm havent been blogging much lately.
baked cookies quite a few times.haha dont know whats up with me and baking also.maybe cos it keeps my mind off stuff and makes me stay at home too.
met up with hon that day.my darling girl. my 11 year best best friend. the one in my life who knows almost everything about me and my family. we recalled how we already started telling each other our problems in primary one.back then we were really young and cute and fun. back then when we were best friends. and till now..
hai.suddenly felt how hard it is to find someone in your life who really understands. bleagh actually thats impossible considering how i dont even really know myself. im just living day by day, so it seems to pointless? sometimes..but its still damn good to know, nevertheless, that i have damn good friends around me. people who showed me what it is like to have people caring for me. people who gives me the reason to justify what everything is for..people say you live everything for yourself. but thats untrue. without all these people in life, what the hell do you wanna live for?
was really tired in the afternoon so took a long long nap after talking to kenneth on the phone. slept for quite long and had nice nice dreams that i could remember so vividly. i havent done this in such a long long time. nice nap and nice dreams. hai..
so dumb. i hate the way how my mood fluctuates so easily based on what happens with you..based on talking to you. bahh feels so.. vulnerable sometimes. you make or break me.. its like how sometimes its all hanging by on a thin thread.not controlled by myself =(
bleah studies look so so bleak. dont know if i can gather enough momentum and really get down to it. bahh sucks.. i wanna talk about something happier and more fun! argh but whatt?
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