a day with no tears! =) finally. though i know im living a lie, and this happiness shall be shortlived.

really had alot alot of fun with you today. all the shit we did.i laughed damn damn hard.. when you did your damn gay voice imitation of dunno what.and when we were playing so much at esplanade. we playing the swinging thing and you trying to embarrass me! heh.hai cant we lead our lives like that and continue shooting as well?

ate damn alot today.chicken rice.char kway teow from sch. one topless five.

had pw obseravations today. hai i wanna be able to enjoy myself happily in class again. i feel damn sorry to my classmates who see me in this state and not knowing how they can help and feel so helpless..really sorry.. but gimme some time k? i just need time to sort all this out..then i'd be the happy and high huimin i was..the one who goes crazy once in a while and does stupid shit things. but for now, im sorry i cant even help it la k..cant do anything properly..sorry..